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Friday, July 25, 2008,

Last night`

Every once in a while we’re lucky enough to make an unforgettable friend
For me that its you. The taste of coffee and lonliness,
You plainly take away.

Some day I hope and pray that these words help me lead the way

You’re not that gorgeous
Under all of that make up
Don’t be shy to be yourself
And I hate to see this again

And if holding on, makes you drag me along
Your sweet antics, I will file them in a cabinet
Hoping not to stumble upon them again,Just to follow through

Everything’s for convenience, the nails we chose that scarred the night
Everything for convenience, and we only realize the morning after.
I hope you gain some confidence, it doesn’t hurt to make things happen.
I hope you gain some confidence, and when you do then you will know.

7:01 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008,

i've been discriminating myself lately, the fact that my whole life just went so wrong,
i just felt like punching myself, & i've just realised that the fact that you always need someone by you just makes me ponder why?
it's like helllloooooooooooooooooooo i was there but you've neglected me,
then the irony pops out that you are trying to get back to me,
funny isn't it? how you have to tell someone that he/she needs your company, but doesn't realise it untill he/she is gone,
and the fact that u need people to surround you, love, tragedy,hate..
everything's just so distorted,life love hate.
thy soul begins to wither away,
the beauty & the tragedy, confessions that will never be said..

12:56 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008,

damn, mabye being in the same bus as you on that night and seeing how close you are to him,
wasn't really a good thing.. i maybe should have just missed a bus and wait for another one,
then i'll never know,
damn, i give up.

4:14 AM